Sometimes you just can't say it in 200 words or less.
Going through school I was always in trouble just like my son's.
A DNA thing or trauma and abuse?
My youngest Son's 4th grade principal called me for a
conference. He informed me that school had been in session for
40 days and that my son had been sent to him for fighting 41
times. My son, had no idea why he was in trouble all the time.
Like me, he wouldn’t allow anyone to say anything derogatory.
My 4th grade teacher sent me to the office 11 times in one day.
The Principal cried before whipping me. She said I was the first
child she's had to whip in over 9 years.
We know that some of the most creative and gifted people in
history had ADD. We know, they had difficult times socially and
either flunked out or quit school. It's how they found their
genius! They stopped wasting their time on someone else's
mandatory, “one size fits all” curriculum.
Education is one of the most sought after goals on the planet.
However, for some, structured education can actually hold them
back. Bill Gates, and Steve Jobs both quit college two years
early because it was holding them back. Thomas Edison, if I'm
right, was kicked out of school because he couldn't focus on
school work. The educated people decided he was too “mentally
deficient” to learn. Like all ADDer's, we can only focus on what
gives us passion and direction.
According to the internet, all three were ADD.
ADDer's may not “fit” the norm; it's not our goal. Do you know
what normal means?
Absolutely nothing!
Anything you “think” you know... yours or my opinion, what
someone told you is real and true, is the definition of
horseshit! Another example of horseshit is a politician or
professor that acts like one. They honestly believe they know
what's best for us, based on their “opinion”. All they know is
what we already know. No one “really knows” a damn thing. It's
all individual HORSESHIT! Which is just the short version for
“convincing people of what you want them to think... who you are
and what you know”. You can't live without horseshit. Tons of
it! Everything you think, do or say is based on your opinion of
you, in relation to other's opinions.
Can you imagine, if just these three people were held back
because they couldn't be taught to learn the same way everyone
does. Which means, they would have graduated school and sent out
resume's like normal. If they had believed in normal, we would
still be using dial-up phones, Nickel Ad's and plug-in adding
machines to run a business. Horseshit runs everything... it can
also ruin everything. It's what starts wars. It can start or
destroy an entire religion or race of people.
The largest display of horseshit ever seen in the history of the
planet is taking place as I write this. Turn on any political
news media and watch the horseshit festival on parade... just
about every channel. There's one thing about political and media
horseshit that never changes, it all smells uniquely the same.
There's is 90% “bullshit” and 10% horseshit. Kinda like cheap
hamburger... 10/90 fat content.
It will slowly kill you, but it's free! It can sustain life...
for a while, you don't have to do a thing to live... just get in
line and wait your turn, It's all free!
There is one great thing about socialism...
Always remember, when you and your family are trying to stay
warm in winter... Currency is the new trash, it's worth nothing.
It's all free to burn and stay warm. You don't even need to buy
toilet paper anymore... it's everywhere, all over the ground and
in trash cans. All that money is yours and you can have all you
can carry off in a wheel barrow cause that's what it will take
to buy a loaf of stale bread, if you can find one. But it's
free!!!! How do I know this? I saw it all happen in real time,
on the news. just like I just wrote. My proof is, Venezuela and
other socialist countries.
Hang on to your toilet paper, it's become the new currency.
You think that's far-fetched? Ten squares of TP will get you a
“fresh” loaf of bread. Ask any baker that just took a shit.
Start saving and investing in TP now!
Look at it like a 401K to insure you and your family always have
buying power and a bright future.
One square of TP will be worth more in value that a million
dollars in existing currency does right now!
Your free education is no longer necessary. What's the point?
You can't out run one million% inflation, per month. That fact
was on the news today. Ever notice how great socialism works for
all the people that live and function behind the tanks, tear
gas, fences and walls, where all the civil people live. Everyone
else is just ungrateful and want more free stuff, because that's
what they were promised for politicians to get elected.
There are approximately 50% of the 2.3 million people
incarcerated across the U.S. have been diagnosed as to having
ADD/ADHD.
I was headed there myself, not because I wanted to be a criminal
but because I was being discharged from the army at 20 with a
wife and baby. I didn’t believe I couldn't get or hold on to a
regular job and I knew going back to school wouldn’t do any
good. Plus, I still had no education or job skills.
A black army buddy that lived in St. Paul got me an interview
with a black gang leader to be his bodyguard. Went to a house
where 4 people were playing poker. It was dead silent. They
never stopped playing poker or even looked up.
All of a sudden, the leader (with his back to us) said, you two
don't need to be here. So, we did an about-face and moved out
smartly.
I remember being more afraid of not being able to take care of
my family than I was of becoming a criminal. Thankfully, me
wanting to be a bodyguard was the worst idea I ever had. I
honestly believed, at the time, it was my only option. (A
perfect example of believing your own horseshit).
Fortunately, I learned that ex-military was automatically first
in line for any job applied for. I got hired and because I was
shown what to do “hands on”, I learned a new way of learning.
Since that time, 52 years ago, I have been a millionaire twice,
paid cash for and drove a Ferrari for 8 years, had a party
boathouse and speedboat moored on the Columbia River. A 34ft.
motor-home, chromed motor cycle, and opened over a dozen
restaurants as Regional Director for a national restaurant
chain. Oversaw 600 employee’s. Then decided to be a luxury home
builder. The last home I built was 8,000 square feet on acreage
for over a million dollars. All “self taught” because of ADD. I
said all that to illustrate and bring attention to the focusing
qualities of marijuana on ADD adults.
I would also like to share my thoughts on how and why people
have ADD/ADHD.
Is it DNA? Is it Trauma or abuse. Could it be either? This
article also applies to “Combat Vets”
Personally, growing up I remember being bothered all the time
because of a very dysfunctional and abusive home life. Who can
focus when they are bothered all the time? Minority children
(African American, Hispanics and Whites living in poverty
neighborhoods) have a much higher percentage of ADD because of
their environment. The stress and worry of living in a
neighborhood where you are afraid to walk to or from school.
Where there are drive-by shootings. You probably live at poverty
level with only one parent at home. Guns going off at all hours
and sirens are heard all night as well. How could anyone focus
on school or home work in an environment like that? It doesn't
seem much different than a “combat zone” in the military.
In my opinion, these children will be diagnosed as being
unteachable and a trouble maker. Simply because they're bothered
and therefore can't focus. They will fall through the cracks for
not caring about school work and being a poor student. They will
drop out of school with no education or job skills because they
will be convinced they can't learn anyway. They will join a gang
because they believe they have no choice. As I almost did.
They will become incarcerated with a lot of other ADDer's all
learning how to be a better criminal so they can survive on the
outside. They have no other skills because of ADD, induced by
their environment. To me, this explains the higher percentage of
minorities incarcerated in prisons across the country. They come
from a much more extreme environment growing up. During their
formative years and school age years they were continuously
traumatized. Anyone could acquire ADD in that environment. Ever
hear the term... "criminal genius"? They are incarcerated
ADDer's with hyper/laser focus on becoming the most successful
money maker in history when they get out. Some, can even rival a
large company for structure, organization and profitability...
and do it as a high school drop out. Their environment gave them
ADD. ADD brings hyper/laser focus on whatever you want to
succeed at... legal or not!
You may think that ADD wouldn't be a catalyst for violence. Try
telling a black man or a brown man or a white man with ADD they
have a problem and see what happens! Any inference of being
inferior or being of less intelligence will cost you your life
in prison. The only “gold standard” in prison is “respect”. All
minorities and ADDer's have been made to feel “looked down on”
their whole lives. I believe ADD is the cause of more fights and
murder in prison than racism or gangs. I believe that ADDer's
join gangs and groups to get their respect. And, that's what all
the fighting is about... respect! And... being looked down on.
It's not whites against the blacks, Latino against whites and
blacks. It's not race that starts the war... it's, someone
disrespecting some one or their group.
It doesn't really have to be about race or gang related
infractions. All it takes is one incident of disrespect to start
a war. Even If you disrespect one of your own gang members, you
can still be killed or beaten.
If there are over a million people incarcerated with ADD it
would make more sense to have them grow the correct strain's of
med marijuana on prison farm acreage. Not all strains will work.
It should be a Sativa for focus. Unlike Adderall, (now used) pot
is not harmful or addictive, even with chronic use. Indica pot
strains are more for laying back, being sociable and even being
friendly. Pot is tailor made for prisons in just about way you
can think of. It eliminates anger, anxiety, boredom, depression.
Pot can give hope, stress relief, calmness, focus and a goal
oriented future because now you have skills and an education.
Which is all they needed in the first place.
Use it for a daily regimen for focus and while going to
school, learning a skill or discovering their passion for when
they get out. Now, they're totally focused on getting out of
prison with dignity and opportunity. Growing pot has become a
legal and a fast growing industry in high demand. (thinking out
of the box here) The big plus is, you don't ever have to return
to a life of hopelessness.
Dreams are attainable now., life is finally worth living. The
need to re-offend has diminished to zero. I don't know about you
but to me, that's real prison reform! What's truly amazing is,
if they had of been smoking pot instead of drinking alcohol,
more than likely, they wouldn't be incarcerated now.
I know this sounds insane to just about everyone, but for people
that can’t focus because of ADD it’s the missing equation to a
life long struggle. Don't put us in jail or divorce us because
you think we're addicts for smoking pot. All we're trying to do
is lead a normal and productive life. We don't need to be
divorced or incarcerated... just understood.
I also believe almost all homeless people and street prostitutes
are ADD. They don't believe they can get a job or keep one if
they did. They believe they can't go to school for more
education or up-dated learning skills because of ADD, trauma or
abuse. They live homeless because they honestly believe they
can't learn and they believe they are not acceptable to anyone.
That's why they choose to live the way they do, alone and among
other's like themselves. They are truly the forgotten people.
So, next time you are with someone that says the inevitable, "If
they wanted to... they could get a real job and have a normal
life". Maybe you can tell them for me that, it's ADD that has
them convinced they belong there whether they realize they have
ADD or not. Theirs is a horrible life, with absolutely no hope.
They don't realize that many of the luxury cars driving by are
owned by successful people with ADD as bad or worse than theirs.
I drove a Ferrari for 8 years. They had no idea that, I was one
heartbeat away from living on the street or being incarcerated
myself.
What if... a homeless person or street prostitute walked up to
you and said; "How would you feel if you were on your own, with
no direction, a complete unknown, a rolling stone, scrounging
your next meal, how would you feel? Of course, those words came
from the lyrical genius, Bob Dylan. In my opinion, Dylan has to
be ADD to write those lyrics.
An immigrant with no job skills or understanding our language
can survive better and go on to a successful life. ADD has many
faces. This fact has to be understood or change will never
come... ADD is everywhere.
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